Tuesday, August 29, 2017

8/29/2017

Only 5 days until Adam leaves for Japan :/ I'm feeling sad that he's leaving but I'm also trying to feel excited for him because this is something that is so important to him.

Today we spent the day inside while Adam tried to get through as much of Persona that he could. Before I came over, I stopped by Pete's and got him a Black Tie and myself an iced green tea. I came over and it was too hot to cuddle! But Adam was still happy that I got the drink for him. The day felt really relaxed for the most part because we were just chilling out with no stress or problems.
We walked together in the evening after sitting around for a few hours. The weather was perfect and overall a healthy walk!

I'm still struggling with trying to get my clothes sold on Poshmark and Depop. My allowance is only $20 a week for gas, and it's definitely not enough considering how much I spend on food! Getting a job that'll only last a few weeks is pretty much out of the picture... Someone posted though a temporary three day job for students on the UCLA Transfer page so I emailed them and hopefully I'll get the job and some money! But for now, trying to sell my clothes is my main source of income. When Adam leaves, it'll be easier to save since I can just get food from home.

Monday, January 9, 2017

1/9/17

I felt quite productive for the first half of today:
started my bujo sort of, made it through work without watching any videos, got gas, outlined my textbook.
During the day I kind of thirsted for more attention because posibabe was answering questions from a post and Jess also got a lot of likes for that same post. I tweeted that pic too because I wanted to see how many people wanted to know my opinion of them and... I took it down after an hour because no one liked it. Then I posted a pic of my notes on my studyblr and so for it's only gotten 4 notes. I felt lame after that, but I can't! It doesn't matter if I don't get a lot of likes on social media because that stuff is superficial.
Anyways, I think I might have felt attention-seeking too because I got bored from studying. I'm still recovering from vacation mode and interacting with people all day. It's important to get time to myself.
On the brighter side, all my close friends talked to me today, I helped Erica with chemistry, and I had a really nice call with Adam tonight! Tomorrow I'll definitely make way more progress on my bullet journal and textbook outline.

Sunday, January 8, 2017

1/8/17

Today was the first day after Adam left back for UCLA. It wasn't bad, but I missed him of course. I really want to be hugged by him right now. Definitely seeing him on Saturday, maybe even on Friday! Counting down the days. However, I can definitely see that I am feeling stronger than when he first left for UCLA and even stronger than when he left for Japan. I miss him, but he'll be back and I can still communicate to him~. 

Didn't hang out with anyone today because everyone moved back to Uni, so I spent part of my day cleaning up my room and doing laundry. I also loafed around reading PULL because I found a REALLY entertaining thread about a racist, fatphobic weeb. 

In the afternoon, my whole family went to visit a woman and her two kids who my mom helped nurse when they were born. It was really cute meeting someone who is so grateful to my mom for what she does. Her name is Maria and her kids are six and two and were sweeties! They live in a small house, but it was cozy and just enough. Maria seemed nervous about our visit and kept making sure everyone was comfortable. It was so sweet of her! She made us homemade lasagna for dinner too. She was fun to talk to and told me a lot about Ecuador and now I want to visit! They also had a super adorable German shepherd named Mercy who I played with for a good 15 minutes~. It was a pleasant visit. 

When I got home, I pampered myself up. I took a shower, gave myself a hair treatment, put on eye masks, and used a biore nose strip. I felt amazing! I also started to prep myself for history this week; I reviewed my notes and I'm gonna read my textbook after I'm done with this post. I'm also hoping for a call tonight with Adam because I really want to hear his voice right now... 

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