7/24/18

I AM SO ANNOYED AND CONFUSED.
It has been a week since Brendan has talked to me, assumingly because of him still feeling shitty and not looking at his phone. But still, what does that mean for us? Are we seeing each other no longer a thing because he doesn't want to communicate with me???
I've seen his car a couple of times on my street so I know he's still going to classes, but he's just not choosing to see me. I'm at a point where I want to know a reason why. If this keeps going on, I'd rather him just tell me straight up that he doesn't want to see me anymore OR just tell me why he hasn't been reaching out to me. I know we're not bf/gf, but I feel like he at least owes it to me to explain why he's just been GONE.
It's irritating as FUCCCCK.
I'm debating what to do. I sent him a message asking if he was ok and it says he hasn't read it. I could either wait for him to read it and see what he says, but if too much time passes, then I'm going to either call him and leave him a voicemail or leave a message on his car asking what the fuck is up. I don't like being left in the dark and I'm at a point where I'm just irritated.
I could also... just drop him. Forget about him. Assume we're not seeing each other anymore. I think I'll do this if he sees my message and decides not to talk to me. Or I could just do that right now and not feel bad about it anymore.
I think I have to work out my feelings for him first before I decide what to do.